Ok, the weather is beautiful today, 82 degrees, and all is well - but I am LONELY.
Oh ya, I love being here with my Grandkids - but that is part of the problem - "They" are all kids and I am desperately missing ADULT conversation. All I hear is "gramma" this and "gramma" that or "Sup, gram" from the 19 year old working, college student, who is in and out at different hours.
Don't get me wrong this is a dream job to be here with them and the two dogs. But I am getting tired of all their schedules and I can now see why God has us have our children when we are young and less set in a partern of life. I like being the Gramma and loving them - but I don't like being the "parent in charge" and shepharding the "ducks" to and from morning wake up to night time kisses and prayers. This is beginning to seem like a job and I think I need extra sleep.
This is not a complaint (really, well just a small one) - just a remembering of why I had my kids young - because I am too old to do this on a FULL TIME basis. lol... and I need another person to have coffee with me in the mornings. I miss my hubby and my own routine - So I just had to get this off the top of my head cause you guys are the ones I can talk to and just say "Yikes, I will be glad when their back, so I can rest" and the whole family will be together.
Hope your having a great day and although I am "whinning" a bit this morning - I am still so blessed to be here and I am loving every moment of the memories that are being made.
Hugs, LOOKIN'